...it's just a day, like any other day

this week was just kinda there. not too much really happened, i just really tried to drift out of the week as fast as i got into it. we've been doin play rehearsals now, i'm enjoying doing a show again, it's giving me something to commit to again.

i went to the beach today. i took 2 freshman with me, and they didn't really talk with the people at the beach. i feel kinda bad for that, they seemed to just kinda drift off, even after multiple invitations to join the conversation.

elizabeth, becky, amber and sam were at the beach, and i had a good time hanging out with them. i'm a lil suprised after jess saying that i wouldn't get along with them at all. maybe she said it so i wouldn't ask to hang out with her and her friends at the same time. i dunno. either way, i enjoyed being at the beach, i swam for about 45 minutes. just swam straight out then swam back to the other end of the beach. i'm hoping that since i do that just about every week that it'll eventually pay off in the form of nicer shoulders and such.

my face got fried. lol. biko was singing 'jesse the crazy german, had a very shiny nose' to the tune of rudolph the red-nosed reindeer as we were leaving the beach.

once again, it's saturday, and i'm at home. i went out last night, so at least i'm not a complete waste.

robin and i went out last night to town. it was dead. someone had gotten stabbed right before we go to brew pub, so the cops were arresting the guy, and we walked by the stabbed guy laying on the boardwalk with a bunch of people around him. whatever, it's mainly cruzans who stab each other, since i'm not in that crowd i don't have to worry bout it.

i might be heading up to the states in october. looking forward to that. i hope.

haven't been able to talk to kat this week. i called her room mate though, and she assured me she's okay.

college apps are coming along. i'm getting all the basic stuff out of the way. i'm avoiding essays and trying to make some notepad stuff to copy and paste for classes and extra curricular activities.

still miss jess like crazy. i just about called her the other day. i stopped myself right before picking up the phone. maybe it was a good thing, maybe it wasn't. i just miss one of my best friends. dammit, that's all my fault too.

as a zero 7 song says:
it's just a day,
like any other day,
a beautiful day,
for an accident let's say....
i don't even know if u still read, but the accident is calling you.
i'm trying to debate whether it's time to cause myself an accident or just roll along.