...sunset

Oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one

I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me....
-John Mayer's 'Stupid Mouth'

i think that would be a working system, just never speaking again. bleh. i dunno. it was a pretty good day, not gonna go all doom-and-gloom on it. no reason to. had a good time at the beach, met some new people and something good happened. anyways, it was a good time, played football and talked with the rest of the guys.

talked with jess on the phone for a few hours, till i fucked up again. oh well. my stupid mouth.

tommorrow should be a pretty big day. we'll see how it goes.

no one's gonna take me alive

i've been thinking about joining the army again, like at the end of senior year. they've got an attractive 15-month deal that comes with all the normal benefits as far as i know, i'm gonna go in to check with them tommorrow. might as well look at my options, eh? it seems like a 1 year tour atfter 3 months basic and AIT would be okay. i don't think it would just be a year, probably like closer to 2 due to the Stop-Loss program, but ya never know. i'll look into it tommorrow after runnning some chores.

i've got a plan, i've got a fuckin plan. now to see if there's any chance of it working.