i feel like crying right now...

i don't really completely understand why

my mom called me last period and told me i'm grounded for the weekend for not having a perfectly clean room, but i think that she'll let me out, i don't know if that's it.

i miss jesse like it's not even funny. not like horribly, but i think my day would be damn near infinitely better if i could see her today.

it hasn't really been a bad day. but all of a sudden for the last few minutes, i really feel like crying.

i think it's cuz i miss jess. i see her every morning on the way to school in the car going the other way. so i guess i should be thankful. i am for that. it's a glimmer of hope in the morning.

maybe i should just get over myself and shut the f up.

i'm trying to listen to seeed to get myself in a better mood.

i hope jess gets on in a few minutes