another day

a spring break on the boat collage. i have no life.

today's actually been a pretty good day so far.


last night i kinda got in a funk, don't really understand why. just felt really crappy. but i feel a lot better today.

i miss my car. lol. that's pretty pathetic. but it'll be fixed soon, jeff and I are gonna tow it in a few days to the transmission shop. he says i'll just have to pay more per month. that doesn't bother me too much, just means i have to start being more careful with my money and what impulses i buy for myself.

today i've been thinking bout my grandfather on my mother's side. i'd really love to have met him. he seems to be the family member that most resembles me on my mom's side from what i've seen. his job didn't resemble anything that i think i want to do right now -- he was an engineer who designed a bunch of the nuclear power plants in west germany. but he was a musician and an artist, both things that i am (he was a painter, i'm a photographer). his art decorates most of my grandma's house in germany. he has some really beautiful work. i think i need to take some pictures of it this year when i go to germany. i have a picture of me sitting on his lap when i was a few months old... just a few months before he committed suicide. i wish i could have met him.

anyways, other than that, not too much is happening. nerissa got back on island yesterday, and she still hasn't called me, so i'm not too happy bout that one, but hey, whatever, i'll call her later on today. franzi and my grandma get here on sunday, i can't wait for that, i'm lookin forward to chillin with franzi. jess and i are trying to start planning our weekend too, no real ideas yet though. oh well. no biggie, we've got time.

it looks like today should be a pretty uneventful day, i think i'll enjoy it as long as i can get my work done and all.

peace