i don't even know where to begin...

i had a wonderful date last night with jesse, we went to vinnie's with her mom. a good time.

then this morning is like a house of glass just shattering.

i'll explain later.

there's a a few lines of song stuck in my head right now. i've edited some of the words.

ego brain (edited) originally by system of a down

you see my pain is real,
watch my world dissolve
and pretend none of us took the fall

as you had turned to sand,
i took you by the hand
and declared
'love prevails over all'

i am just a man
fighting other men,
for land,
for land,
while i turn to sand...

inspite of the pain,
my ego brain,
made you change,
change love after it rained...



hopefully that will make some sense in some form once i explain the event that transpired this morning. either way, have a great day and watch my world dissolve, and me pretend that i'll never fall.